Being a wife....

.....is truly a heavenly feeling. Oh well.....baru 2 weeks kata kan....

Kenduri on my part was a blast, kenduri at muar was great. Alhamdullilah....

At this moment, im thinking that my life is starting a new chapter. Maybe after the honeymoon though, when we both settling down. As a matter of fact, i am now honeymooning. Ehem ehem.....At a remote golf resort at Rompin. The place is beautiful and the rooms are superb (and kinky). Too bad I cant swim at the beach coz of the huge waves. Lucky they have free wifi in the room, therefore I can have the www to surf and kill time, other than honeymooning since im gonna be here a lot more days.....perghh...

Gotta go back to bed now....

My last mile.....

2 more days....and after that i'm married!!!! it still feels like a dream even at this moment.

I AM GETTING MARRIED !!!!!!!!!!!

Insyaallah.

Time flies very fast when you're very busy. I was expecting the time length would drag... As of now, things at home tgh busy giler. Despite all the planning we've done, some matters still causes panic, stress, additional money going out etc....

For nikah, most of the preparation is ready. The dress for nikah (as well as sanding) dah buat fitting, the designer will be coming again tonight. I'm worried bout my baju sanding. the material is full of manik....so if its a fitting dress, the kain and the baju when on top of one another (especially at the middle part area of the body) will look thick and makes your ass farking huge. other baju are made of shiffon, althoh lots of manik, it falls nicely and makes u look slim.

I've also confirmed with the juru nikah, terlambat nak reconfirm since he just got back from hajj. He's the ketua kadi for MAIS....i'm lucky to have him coz he's so nice. Meet him during kursus kahwin.

I also found my make up artist for nikah day. I couldnt get Sue Cantik on the 10th, since I asked for her a bit too late. I didnt take her earlier for both occassion coz she's freaking expensive, so only take her for the sanding. This is based on my friend's testimonial. I hope she'll do me superb. So for nikah, I got julie. Yg ni wanita asli (sue isnt but she's a darling). I tot i didnt want to do anything with a natural woman make up artist, but after 2 trials, i'm satisfied. The first time with julie, she emphasized my eyes (not as bad as engagement) but a bit too much. But the second one was nice enough. Tak nak berat sgt since it's only for nikah.

I got my dream ring finally. For months been looking around for one tapi takde yg menambat hati. Yang ada pulak, the price is too high for the carat size. Anyway, I bought my diamond at KLCC with a reasonable price. It's the kind that comes with GIA cert. I've learned a lot bout diamonds during my quest. The casing i bought at habib. the had their year end sale and the price was very cheap. well, i compared to other jeweleries as well as habib before they had the sale. Not many that sell casing that are plain but thick all around. So i got the diamond fixed to it and....ohhhh.....i love it. Simple and Classy...always the way i want it. To some women, maybe they want their hubby to choose for them, but not for me. Nanti beli the one that I dont favor and tak happy pakai, so better i choose myself. hehe. For my sayang's ring, i chose for him as well. Bought it for him and with my own money la this time. A plain band with some part matted, with one small diamond in the middle. So kira nikah dah setel la..

As for sanding, ada la dalam 20-30% nak setel. Like for the 2000 pieces of door gift for the guest that we bought from Indon has not arrived. My uncle is there to oversee things. Hopefully it'll be ok. Pastu kompang and all belom setel. That one I leave it to mom and dad. My task is to find lagu arab yg best2. Lagu melayu pengantin can be easily downloaded from the net. I'm so thankful to those websites. Senang giler.

Most of the hantaran stuff, we bought at Pavillion. Believe it or not, I was in that building for 13 hours!!! The longest shopping time ever...for me. Sampai Pavillion tutup la kiranya...

I also have started sleeping in my parents's room since it's role now is the bilik pengantin. a bit difficult coz i still have to go to my room to get dress daily. however, my parents are enjoying the sleeps in my room. hmmm......tukar permanently nak tak diorg?

I dont think i'll be writting again after this. This is my last entry as a unmarried lady. Huhu...syahdu pulak....althoh i'm just so happy and excited. I'm gonna miss all the attention that had been given to me by everyone. I'm going to miss being busy with the preparation, althoh i cant wait for it to be over. i'm gonna miss people refering me as 'pengantin'.

i also can see clearly how much love my parents have for me. they went all out for the wedding. they want to ensure that i'm happy, the relatives are satisfied and the guests are comfortable. i owe them my life....with all the blessings that i ve received from both of them.

with this note......i'll pray that my kenduri will run smoothly and all the hardwork will be a success. not forgetting, a blessed and blissful life wife my sayang unti the end of our lives.

wassalam.

It's 34 days to go...

Question: How the hell can i change the title of my blog to something else other than creating a new one?????


Oh well, i guess i'm stuck with it. WTF pon WTF laa...


Updates on wedding prep.



Venue of the wedding has been changed. It has always been my dream to have a wedding at home. But during the merisik and engagement, we realized that the house cant cater the amount of people that we are inviting. 30th nov was the date that was choosen initially but there were no dewan or hotel available. ada la satu hotel, grand blue wave, but....for RM58 per head for crappy menu, baik tak payah. and the hotel sucks. they serve kek kering (kedekut tepung / butter). So thats why 11.01.09 came about, but the venue is a dewan in subang (which i didnt have the opportunity to choose or even check it out). Anyway, i had to agree to that idea.



At this point of time, next thing to look for is the pelamin. Oh god.....there's so many to choose from but all of it (besides the cost) they all look the same!!!!!!!! With kerawang besi as the back drop, kelambu over the head, fresh flowers, pasu2 at the sides... errgh...so typical. After awhile i came to the conslusion to simply choose and go ahead with any of the design. And then there's this professor, a friend of my uncle, he offered to design my pelamin. he did one for raja nazrin and a few royalties. so, as expected, his design are basically very 'golden' and very gah. nampak mewah betul....also not my thingy. bukan buat kat istana.....and i seriously think that it's a bit too much. my mom agreed pulak tu with the cost. hmmm. i disagreed thoh.



i went on for my quest to look for my dream pelamin......a simple and yet classy, not too grandish and yet lovely. so i got to find this one place. it just happened that an actor had his wedding the day before and the canopy and pelamin were not taken down yet, so it was there still. the moment i saw the place, the pelamin and everything else.........i had orgasm right there and then. hehe. kidding. i knew right away that i gotta have this one. i really2 like it, it's so me and fits my dress. hehe. however, the cards had to be reprinted...... but small matter lah.



From last week, our dining table at home dah tukar jadi bilik operasi. we've been busy writing the invitation cards and sorting the lists. Since now the venue is no longer a dewan or hotel, we are worried that there maybe times where there's not enough seats during the peak time. Tah la....this is something the caterer and planner, and me, will need to figure out.



Anyway, back to the guest list, majority will be from my list. Friends, old and new, people from work is the majority, business acquaintances, classmates, lecturers etc. from those peeps, i am contemplating to not to invite some people, thoh i've asked for their addresses. why....bcoz i dislike them. just because. maybe thru the course of my friendship, there's a few incidents that make me dislike them. tp tgk la, maybe ajak je kot. i dont have to say much to them pon kan...



My dearest cousin is planning to have a hen's night for me somewhere after new year. She asked if i'd like a stripper. Perghh.....imagine a man dancing and rubbing his muscled tone body against me...and my frens screming and putting money in his g string. hmmm..... I would agree to have it if i'm not the centre of attention of this stripper. hehe. scary la....rasa mcm kena molest. i nice dinner with friends would be nice though. tengok la apa yg my cuz plan. will update on this later.



Since raya, i've been eating moderately without exercising. so the extra pound's back. huhu. but lucky i have my best buddy, biskot, to exercise with. we even go to the gym. as of now, i'm OK. but the effort must go on bebeh (im telling myself). in relation to that i've already informed my wedding dress designer to allocate some extra space to his tailoring, just in case.



My beloved just got his sijil kursus kahwin, so we got the license. kawin sekarang pon dah boleyyyy.....hihihihihihi (gelak gatal). sometimes, the excitement is just too overwhelming so i'd rather not think of it. buat tatau better. excited awal2 nanti rasa lagi lama. i guess it's due to the fact that dah 2 bulan tak jumper. he came a few times but i was not at home and he only met my parents. huhu. mish him. bak org ancient kata.....jauh di mata dekat di hati. cewah.... jiwang plak blog gue. i'm going to jb soon for work. hmmm maybe just a sneak peek......or dinner perhaps.



will update next time. tata....

Nak kawen besok laaa..

Ustaz kata....kalau esok gua nak kawen pon boleh....hehe....sbb dah ada sijil.... yeehaaa..

Alhamdullilah gua dah setel with the kursus kahwin. i tot it would be a torturous 2 day event....but i actually enjoyed myself. i would recommend to go to a proper one like JAIS instead of private ones. i mean it's just two days....and you wont lose anything by sitting there and listen. my ass hurt thoh.....sbb duduk lama siot.

The stuff they talked about are good....maybe gua dah lama tak gi ceramah agama. hehe. so rasa sgt berilmiah la. boring like 30%, remaining were full of laughter coz diorg kasi dirty jokes and not mentioning gory sbb ada video org beranak. perghhh berpeluh aku tgk anu tu kena gunting. i assume sapa nak short , yg nak ponteng2...gi la yg mcm kat bangsar...

Anyway....after today, i can finally breathe again. Last week was final exam before semester break. Exam pon susah...tatau la camner tapi baru ni MBA opis terkasi one of the subject's grade and i got an A. Dahsat gak ekk gua nye qualitative analysis score....ingat tak score. Even so, there were assignments to be submitted. Perghhh giler betul.

To make it worse, I had to be at Impiana KLCC for 4 freaking days. Nasib dia bagi bilik best giler, and the food was marvelous (perkataan tunang aku selalu guna). the workshop pon not that stressful and watever the lecture during the workshop was like 5% of what i learned in MBA. Dapat ler aku memberi pandangan sbb dah belajo... The workshop was funded under biotechcorp. kaya betul la....workshop tu free utk sapa2 je....well not everyone la...anyway i and a few officemates got selected, the rest were researchers from all over.

Malam pulak, lepas habis program gua rounding2 with a few...sajer lalu depan clubs. lucky i dont have any tanduk...or maybe ada but dah kambus dalam2 in my scalp...or brain...watever...hopefully dah cement la so tak leh kuar dah....apa aku merepek ni. sorang tu nak usyar pondan.....bila jumpa and lalu tepi the pondans, aku dah jerit2. i have this fear that they would pull my hair. hehe. diorg kan tak suka pompuan cantik....wohooo. pening sekejap korang mcm ni ehh...

Ada sekali....my cuz came over to the hotel room to hang out. Pastu dia tetido coz letih sgt2. Just before magrib ....tetiber dia bangun and cakap...."Pahh.....sebenarnya .....ada 9 benda lagi.." And dia pusing tgk aku dgn mata merah (sbb tido la..)...aku tanya "benda apa?"...dia kata "ada la benda.....heh heh" Menyirap darah aku. Nasib kat mulut ada satu doa kasi aku tak gerun...aku suruh dia tido balik. Lama gak la aku nak kejut dia balik....lantak la magrib ke apa, takut aku. Pastu when i tot it's time, gua kejut lagi.....dia bangun. dia kata best tido. pastu aku tanya la "tadi mimpi ke....cakap pasal ada 9 benda tu". dia cam blank....pastu dia senyum la." oooo tu takde apa". So i asked "jadi tu mimpi je la??" And then dia gelak2...dia kata" bukan apa pah....market ni susah tau nak predict......" My goddddd......mengigau lagikkkkk. Ingat dah bangun. Dahsyat. Gua kasi dia tido balik and the next time kejut dia, gua picit ibu jari. aku tatau la apsal buat mcm tu, tp aku buat jek. bila dia bgn dia mmg tak ingat la and apologized for freaking me out.

I remember when we both children, ada jadi camni gak. tapi dia siap berjalan. dia panjat atas meja and bergayut kat tingkat mintak keluar. perghhhh....

Alamak.....gua kena tido. I dont know what i've been blurbing but i will update soon.

I'm Engaged

adegan menyarung cincin....

Just to update....i now have a fiance. Hehe. The engagement was after raya. Everything was excellent except for my make-up. It was bloody tebal sampai mak gua pon tak kenal. Cis. Maybe kena tebal la kot. Tatau la aku nak komen pasal technique2 neh. DGn bulu mata palsu la, contact lense yg bg mata pedih la. I guess muka aku n my skin (natural beauty...huahuahua) kena make up light2 kot...tah la. Tp dlm camera aku nampak cun la jugak, so aku berani letak dlm facebook. Yg close up....errkk...despite some ppl said it's ok in pics. For sanding, i got sue cantik to do my make up...ramai kata dia make up lawa althoh mahal. lg mahal pon ada...dahsat betul diorg ni buat duit. tp my nasihat is that the bride need to really test the make up. i've learned my lesson. Nway, before my tunang came over, aku dah siap2 cuci muka. When he came....adeh.....rindu nye. nasib baik tak terkam situ. heheh. I think instead of looking forward to the majlis, aku lagi excited nak meet him. I guess from his sengih when he got down the car, he felt the same way too. My parents, and my uncle and auntie too was very happy. Pastu....yg tak dijangka2 berlaku.....they all asked to practice sarung cincin...best giler. dpt gak pegang tangan....konon la depan diorg...ehem ehem. tu yg gambo kat atas.





The preparation for my W day is getting hectic...stress gak la, tp org kata normal...but I need to focus on my studies. Just less than a week, I'll be freeeee....temporarily. Pastu kena pulun buat thesis for the first draft masa cuti neh. So kena byk bersabar dgn semua pihak....my parents n rrelatives, and my tunang. (aku ada less than 3 months utk puas2 panggil dia with this title. pastu tukar plak....harap2 sampai bila2).



This afternoon dah gi tempah kad. So you'll be receiving not too long from now. Simple and nice. Takmo yg extravagant. It'll be a waste. On baju plak, dah lama kasi kat designer tapi dah pesan jgn potong lagik. He came over last weekend to finalize on the fashion since gua tak jadi buat concept arab. Baju pengapit, which will be my cuz yg sama muka cam aku pon disponsor lah baju nye oleh mak aku. termasuk my right women (last woman la sapa lagik). Baju laki pon dah tukar concept sbb susah la nak soh tunang gua pakai ishlah and igal. I hope the dress turns out nice. I'm worried bout the shoe thoh....coz the designer nanti buat sekali...takut melecet plaks. aku dah la kaki kulit nipis. Pastu jalan sure lawak. Kelakar tak if aku soh pengapit aku tukarkan aku kasut pakai kasut keje masa sanding tuh...?









As for me fitting in that dress, thank god that i've lost some weight. a lot la kot. lama giler daripada dulu dok try. hehe. hope after kawen maintain....(i doubt it). hehe.

takleh update byk2. no time. maybe in nov, i've got stuff to say.

Not much to say but........

......... i'm counting days....

News of the Year

I AM GETTING MARRIED !!!!!!!

Maybe some of you may be farking surprise but....i am seriously getting married....to the man that i love pulak tu! Hehe. Oh god....it still feel like a dream. Especially when people around me are getting busy for the preparation. I'm truly blessed.

Current status....i am semi engaged (as in dah merisik). The wedding is not too long from now though....pretty busy with the preparation for my engagement after raya and the wedding. Still busy as hell with work and studies. However, this semester feels less stressful compared to last year's. And I got a semester to go plus my thesis. Tak sabar nak kawin....tak sabar nak habis mba....tak sabar nak start a new life.

Gua rasa nak kena tukar la profile description....or set up a new blog. Dont know....

Anyway, u all email me. Need to get your addresses. Cards are ready insyaallah raya month. Pray for me that everything will go well. :)