It's 34 days to go...

Question: How the hell can i change the title of my blog to something else other than creating a new one?????


Oh well, i guess i'm stuck with it. WTF pon WTF laa...


Updates on wedding prep.



Venue of the wedding has been changed. It has always been my dream to have a wedding at home. But during the merisik and engagement, we realized that the house cant cater the amount of people that we are inviting. 30th nov was the date that was choosen initially but there were no dewan or hotel available. ada la satu hotel, grand blue wave, but....for RM58 per head for crappy menu, baik tak payah. and the hotel sucks. they serve kek kering (kedekut tepung / butter). So thats why 11.01.09 came about, but the venue is a dewan in subang (which i didnt have the opportunity to choose or even check it out). Anyway, i had to agree to that idea.



At this point of time, next thing to look for is the pelamin. Oh god.....there's so many to choose from but all of it (besides the cost) they all look the same!!!!!!!! With kerawang besi as the back drop, kelambu over the head, fresh flowers, pasu2 at the sides... errgh...so typical. After awhile i came to the conslusion to simply choose and go ahead with any of the design. And then there's this professor, a friend of my uncle, he offered to design my pelamin. he did one for raja nazrin and a few royalties. so, as expected, his design are basically very 'golden' and very gah. nampak mewah betul....also not my thingy. bukan buat kat istana.....and i seriously think that it's a bit too much. my mom agreed pulak tu with the cost. hmmm. i disagreed thoh.



i went on for my quest to look for my dream pelamin......a simple and yet classy, not too grandish and yet lovely. so i got to find this one place. it just happened that an actor had his wedding the day before and the canopy and pelamin were not taken down yet, so it was there still. the moment i saw the place, the pelamin and everything else.........i had orgasm right there and then. hehe. kidding. i knew right away that i gotta have this one. i really2 like it, it's so me and fits my dress. hehe. however, the cards had to be reprinted...... but small matter lah.



From last week, our dining table at home dah tukar jadi bilik operasi. we've been busy writing the invitation cards and sorting the lists. Since now the venue is no longer a dewan or hotel, we are worried that there maybe times where there's not enough seats during the peak time. Tah la....this is something the caterer and planner, and me, will need to figure out.



Anyway, back to the guest list, majority will be from my list. Friends, old and new, people from work is the majority, business acquaintances, classmates, lecturers etc. from those peeps, i am contemplating to not to invite some people, thoh i've asked for their addresses. why....bcoz i dislike them. just because. maybe thru the course of my friendship, there's a few incidents that make me dislike them. tp tgk la, maybe ajak je kot. i dont have to say much to them pon kan...



My dearest cousin is planning to have a hen's night for me somewhere after new year. She asked if i'd like a stripper. Perghh.....imagine a man dancing and rubbing his muscled tone body against me...and my frens screming and putting money in his g string. hmmm..... I would agree to have it if i'm not the centre of attention of this stripper. hehe. scary la....rasa mcm kena molest. i nice dinner with friends would be nice though. tengok la apa yg my cuz plan. will update on this later.



Since raya, i've been eating moderately without exercising. so the extra pound's back. huhu. but lucky i have my best buddy, biskot, to exercise with. we even go to the gym. as of now, i'm OK. but the effort must go on bebeh (im telling myself). in relation to that i've already informed my wedding dress designer to allocate some extra space to his tailoring, just in case.



My beloved just got his sijil kursus kahwin, so we got the license. kawin sekarang pon dah boleyyyy.....hihihihihihi (gelak gatal). sometimes, the excitement is just too overwhelming so i'd rather not think of it. buat tatau better. excited awal2 nanti rasa lagi lama. i guess it's due to the fact that dah 2 bulan tak jumper. he came a few times but i was not at home and he only met my parents. huhu. mish him. bak org ancient kata.....jauh di mata dekat di hati. cewah.... jiwang plak blog gue. i'm going to jb soon for work. hmmm maybe just a sneak peek......or dinner perhaps.



will update next time. tata....

Nak kawen besok laaa..

Ustaz kata....kalau esok gua nak kawen pon boleh....hehe....sbb dah ada sijil.... yeehaaa..

Alhamdullilah gua dah setel with the kursus kahwin. i tot it would be a torturous 2 day event....but i actually enjoyed myself. i would recommend to go to a proper one like JAIS instead of private ones. i mean it's just two days....and you wont lose anything by sitting there and listen. my ass hurt thoh.....sbb duduk lama siot.

The stuff they talked about are good....maybe gua dah lama tak gi ceramah agama. hehe. so rasa sgt berilmiah la. boring like 30%, remaining were full of laughter coz diorg kasi dirty jokes and not mentioning gory sbb ada video org beranak. perghhh berpeluh aku tgk anu tu kena gunting. i assume sapa nak short , yg nak ponteng2...gi la yg mcm kat bangsar...

Anyway....after today, i can finally breathe again. Last week was final exam before semester break. Exam pon susah...tatau la camner tapi baru ni MBA opis terkasi one of the subject's grade and i got an A. Dahsat gak ekk gua nye qualitative analysis score....ingat tak score. Even so, there were assignments to be submitted. Perghhh giler betul.

To make it worse, I had to be at Impiana KLCC for 4 freaking days. Nasib dia bagi bilik best giler, and the food was marvelous (perkataan tunang aku selalu guna). the workshop pon not that stressful and watever the lecture during the workshop was like 5% of what i learned in MBA. Dapat ler aku memberi pandangan sbb dah belajo... The workshop was funded under biotechcorp. kaya betul la....workshop tu free utk sapa2 je....well not everyone la...anyway i and a few officemates got selected, the rest were researchers from all over.

Malam pulak, lepas habis program gua rounding2 with a few...sajer lalu depan clubs. lucky i dont have any tanduk...or maybe ada but dah kambus dalam2 in my scalp...or brain...watever...hopefully dah cement la so tak leh kuar dah....apa aku merepek ni. sorang tu nak usyar pondan.....bila jumpa and lalu tepi the pondans, aku dah jerit2. i have this fear that they would pull my hair. hehe. diorg kan tak suka pompuan cantik....wohooo. pening sekejap korang mcm ni ehh...

Ada sekali....my cuz came over to the hotel room to hang out. Pastu dia tetido coz letih sgt2. Just before magrib ....tetiber dia bangun and cakap...."Pahh.....sebenarnya .....ada 9 benda lagi.." And dia pusing tgk aku dgn mata merah (sbb tido la..)...aku tanya "benda apa?"...dia kata "ada la benda.....heh heh" Menyirap darah aku. Nasib kat mulut ada satu doa kasi aku tak gerun...aku suruh dia tido balik. Lama gak la aku nak kejut dia balik....lantak la magrib ke apa, takut aku. Pastu when i tot it's time, gua kejut lagi.....dia bangun. dia kata best tido. pastu aku tanya la "tadi mimpi ke....cakap pasal ada 9 benda tu". dia cam blank....pastu dia senyum la." oooo tu takde apa". So i asked "jadi tu mimpi je la??" And then dia gelak2...dia kata" bukan apa pah....market ni susah tau nak predict......" My goddddd......mengigau lagikkkkk. Ingat dah bangun. Dahsyat. Gua kasi dia tido balik and the next time kejut dia, gua picit ibu jari. aku tatau la apsal buat mcm tu, tp aku buat jek. bila dia bgn dia mmg tak ingat la and apologized for freaking me out.

I remember when we both children, ada jadi camni gak. tapi dia siap berjalan. dia panjat atas meja and bergayut kat tingkat mintak keluar. perghhhh....

Alamak.....gua kena tido. I dont know what i've been blurbing but i will update soon.

I'm Engaged

adegan menyarung cincin....

Just to update....i now have a fiance. Hehe. The engagement was after raya. Everything was excellent except for my make-up. It was bloody tebal sampai mak gua pon tak kenal. Cis. Maybe kena tebal la kot. Tatau la aku nak komen pasal technique2 neh. DGn bulu mata palsu la, contact lense yg bg mata pedih la. I guess muka aku n my skin (natural beauty...huahuahua) kena make up light2 kot...tah la. Tp dlm camera aku nampak cun la jugak, so aku berani letak dlm facebook. Yg close up....errkk...despite some ppl said it's ok in pics. For sanding, i got sue cantik to do my make up...ramai kata dia make up lawa althoh mahal. lg mahal pon ada...dahsat betul diorg ni buat duit. tp my nasihat is that the bride need to really test the make up. i've learned my lesson. Nway, before my tunang came over, aku dah siap2 cuci muka. When he came....adeh.....rindu nye. nasib baik tak terkam situ. heheh. I think instead of looking forward to the majlis, aku lagi excited nak meet him. I guess from his sengih when he got down the car, he felt the same way too. My parents, and my uncle and auntie too was very happy. Pastu....yg tak dijangka2 berlaku.....they all asked to practice sarung cincin...best giler. dpt gak pegang tangan....konon la depan diorg...ehem ehem. tu yg gambo kat atas.





The preparation for my W day is getting hectic...stress gak la, tp org kata normal...but I need to focus on my studies. Just less than a week, I'll be freeeee....temporarily. Pastu kena pulun buat thesis for the first draft masa cuti neh. So kena byk bersabar dgn semua pihak....my parents n rrelatives, and my tunang. (aku ada less than 3 months utk puas2 panggil dia with this title. pastu tukar plak....harap2 sampai bila2).



This afternoon dah gi tempah kad. So you'll be receiving not too long from now. Simple and nice. Takmo yg extravagant. It'll be a waste. On baju plak, dah lama kasi kat designer tapi dah pesan jgn potong lagik. He came over last weekend to finalize on the fashion since gua tak jadi buat concept arab. Baju pengapit, which will be my cuz yg sama muka cam aku pon disponsor lah baju nye oleh mak aku. termasuk my right women (last woman la sapa lagik). Baju laki pon dah tukar concept sbb susah la nak soh tunang gua pakai ishlah and igal. I hope the dress turns out nice. I'm worried bout the shoe thoh....coz the designer nanti buat sekali...takut melecet plaks. aku dah la kaki kulit nipis. Pastu jalan sure lawak. Kelakar tak if aku soh pengapit aku tukarkan aku kasut pakai kasut keje masa sanding tuh...?









As for me fitting in that dress, thank god that i've lost some weight. a lot la kot. lama giler daripada dulu dok try. hehe. hope after kawen maintain....(i doubt it). hehe.

takleh update byk2. no time. maybe in nov, i've got stuff to say.

Not much to say but........

......... i'm counting days....

News of the Year

I AM GETTING MARRIED !!!!!!!

Maybe some of you may be farking surprise but....i am seriously getting married....to the man that i love pulak tu! Hehe. Oh god....it still feel like a dream. Especially when people around me are getting busy for the preparation. I'm truly blessed.

Current status....i am semi engaged (as in dah merisik). The wedding is not too long from now though....pretty busy with the preparation for my engagement after raya and the wedding. Still busy as hell with work and studies. However, this semester feels less stressful compared to last year's. And I got a semester to go plus my thesis. Tak sabar nak kawin....tak sabar nak habis mba....tak sabar nak start a new life.

Gua rasa nak kena tukar la profile description....or set up a new blog. Dont know....

Anyway, u all email me. Need to get your addresses. Cards are ready insyaallah raya month. Pray for me that everything will go well. :)

Ni haaa update.

Farking Helllllllllll.......

I didnt realize that my life is so fullfilled with I dont know what.... till i forgot bout my lame blog. Wow....lama siot.

In short, the updates are as follows:
1. I lost my farking expensive bracelet. Kat tesco. On the day i got my new car. 2 minggu nak recover from the kesedihan. Not becoz of the 10k, but it was like hilang semangat. Anyway, me OK now. I saw the same one kat airport penang. Gatal je nak beli but nanti dah takut nak pakai. So tunggu dulu la.

2. Doris dah beranak batch ke-3. Also 4 kittens. so total dah 12 anak dia ada. Stefan (Doris's hubby) passed awak in Dec. So did her other 2 kittens whom i grew to love...Ewok, Carrot, Orange. Yang ada sekarang Redmond, Albert (pronounce as Abe (abang), Dolby, Jack, Betsy. Last batch was conceived 2nd of May but dah kasi to Kak Sal. Mom asked to give away Doris coz she said Doris had been teaching her offsprings bad habits. Dia kata Doris kucing kampung. Sian tul. But yesterday I caught her red handed. She bloody pissed on my jeans, just bcoz she wanted to show hunger protest that I didnt give her food. Ada ke dia tgk muka gua masa kencing....

3. As far as MBA goes.....i've been doing good. 1st sem was 3.8....2nd sem 3.7. Agak giler la MBA ni sampai the doctor prescribed me having chronic occipital headache....due to stress. Gua kena makan Xanax. However.....skrg takde lak headache. Was it due to....mba stress or men problem?

4. Talking bout men....it was a blast being single for the past few months. Gua rasa gua tak penah single. semenjak berkecimpung dalam bidang ber bf. Althoh within the period, i've dated a few. Nak kata date pon gua malu ahh. Cam psycho pon ada. I dont think he knows this blog of mine. Ada this guy ni, nama dia ***. Dah lama kenal kat friendster. He's nice tp a bit too mushy. His voice tak sedap sgt nak dengar and gagap. Sian la gua kutuk but tak pe la. And he likes to whine! Hidung darah la...naik rashes la....sakit perut la....semua nak ngadu kat gua. Deyyy....arent those things wat the women supposed to say. it was so unattractive. Pastu gua ingat i dont go for looks la....since i've shorties...jongangs...darkies.... as bfs. But i've leaned something bout myself, that is, looks do matter! how i got of him was thru sms. he became too needy when i told him i need some space. I said i got rimas issues. FYI, i cant handle if they likes me too much when i dont feel the same. it's just suffocating. any sane human being wud just take a step back or simply leave me alone for awhile. ini tidak. lagi sms berjuta kali. so how he go to know was when gua tersilap sms kat dia. padahal nak send to my friend for a drafted sms meant for him. the sms said something like....how come he's so thick that he cant get the hint...go fill up his time just as long he leaves me alone....rather cruel but in reality mmg patut buat gitu la. ramai my buddies wud agree. he was scary.

5. gua patut kuar cosmo esok. tapi reporter kata postponed. it's gonna be about 'pengguna ngv yg bijak'. yep....i use ngv. best gilak. sapa nak discount....call me ekk.

6. My 3rd sem will start early july and im dreading it. argghh. november baru cuti balik.

7. last but not least.....i am attached to someone. not someone new ....coz i knew him back in early 2006. however it was just a bit too complicated back at that time and tak jadi. so after 2 years, he did not give up...ym, emails, sms....mula2 gua ignore la and didnt realize his effort. tapi tah camner, terbuka jua hati ku. but i feel like smacking my head coz if i had known that he's so bloody gorjes, delicious, gigi lawa, tall and sgt sedap dipeluk....maybe it had been sooner. as of now, i am truly happy with him. he's just right for me...and he's someone that i can look up to, give advises that i listen to and we respect each other. also i cannot easily bully him....like i did to the rest. heheh.. he came for pre-merisik with his folks and ask my parents permission. to my surprise, my mom said 'umi bersetuju'. sebut umi lak tu. gosh....is sapa2 kenal my mom, itu kira hari bersejarah la my mom and dad bersetuju and blessed both of us. his parents pon sgt suka wit me and my folks and urging him not to wait. tapi the truth both of us dah tak sabar woo. anyway......i am looking forward for the future. so korang yg rajin smyg, doa2 la utk gua ye.

dont want to reveal much in here. so if rajin, and takde keje lain, i will update ler.

1 1/2 in a post......

Lama nye tak tulis.....means that I'm too busy for blogging. And everytime I have time to write, the pics that I wanna post here are not with me. Duhh!

There's pic of me snorkeling and my kitties. Next time lah.

My second subject for MBA had just completed. Managerial Accounting. It's not hard if u studied (susah jugak kalau baca tp tak pandai2 jugak). But it was damn hectic. Adeh....every week ada assignment and then ada test. But all is well. Lepas ni is HR. Possibly easy too but a lot of work. After it's the end of Semester 1. The break will be around a month plus.

During this break, I'll be going to United States of America....yeayyyy!!! Hehe.....padahal the proposal belom dapat approval lagik but I was told the top person in the ministry have signed it. From now nak set aside some money to spend there. Perghhh....tak sabar siot.

Now it's puasa month. Had a few 'mencabar days' because of the heat. 3 days ago I was in Seremban doing the audit for double tax exemption for Samsung. I had to walk and survey the production line in 3 plants. Gilo. Terjelir lidah, tapi depan org2 tu kaver la.

But then in the office, the heat can be felt as well. My office have now transfered to a different block. Not new. Renovated but not extensive. The old office, some suckers are taking over. I have an office in Sepang as well but at the door it is always stated TIADA. Anyway, the offices (both sepang and in the new place) is slightly bigger. It good la since I can put in more stuff.

Tapi kan, in this new office I was told the office is haunted. Especially in the ladies toilet. Seems there's an evil female spirit that refuse to go away. There was a lady that used to work in that building. She was in the loo and somehow she thought there's someone else in there too. However, she did 'tegur' but it dint answer. But then right away benda tu walk to through the walls. Terus pitam pompuan tuh. After that incident, her semangat is lost. Lama jugak dia sakit. I was told that at home pon benda tu ikut. Dia sampai ikut husband dia pi office and stayed at the hotel. She is now living in a different house. The old house, which is so lawa, now dia sewa ke apa ke kat org. For now, gua pon cuak jugak nak balik lambat2. So terpaksa la gunapakai attitude cam kerani or watever la yg jenis balik awal after office. Tp these few days, I'll wait for the last person to go back. Kat block lama ada gak hantu tp dia tak kacau. Cuma dia suka usik2 je suruh kau cepat balik. Me have seen a few times. And my boss too.....Patut Seekers dtg buat liputan kat opis gua nih.

Hari tu masa besday, it was not stressful at all when entering your 30s. Some people make a big deal lah. Maybe diorg muka tua kot? Or stress tak kawin2. Gua bersyukur ramai kata gua dont look a day older than 25 (ni tak tipu, ada 4-5 org cakap). In few weeks after that, I have been eating a lot of lamb shank and salmon. Yummy. And thanks to yan for that delicious treat at the Curve. Until now teringat that pizza and the salmon strips on it. Masa besday tu jugak, I was contemplating weder to buy Jazz. Sekali gua pi tgk Persona, terus terpersona. I am now counting days to get mine. I hope I'll be responsible to keep the car clean and well taken care of.

Tapi tak best la sbb I saw someone in my company driving the same colour with mine. Ingat nak be the first. Hehe. Poyo tol.

Last weekend, Petronas called me for an engagement session. It was like a briefing on the business. And what are their expectations. I was impressed with recruitment drive. However, there was like 50 candidates, which was selected quite selectively. I would say. When I was in the briefing room, the organizers looked at me like they read my resume. But true enough when i talked to the group HR and some other HR managers, they said they did read. They know i'm doing mba on my own finances, confirmed that they read it. However, there'll be an interview soon. Hmmm....if I do get this, I will have to think thoroughly.

Lain kali gua update lg.