It's almost the end of 2011 and this blog was put to hiatus mode for more than a year. Thank god for the Blogger app for iPhone I'm able to post this now.
Wanted to blog about my pregnancy though, but ended up only creating the blog. Huhu. Since, I have already delivered, no point of writing anymore.
I always wonder why some people have so much time to blog? Twit is much easier.
Will write again.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, August 20, 2010
Hmmm...
I just realized that if i type my name in google search, this blog would be on the top list! Damn! I have no problem for others to read my blog but I'd hate it if this one person are still able to read about my on-goings. Who is this person, I can tell you directly if you ask me.
I also observed that there are viewers in KL, and i suddenly thought that it could be him. Who else wants to read about my lame blog, other than my already known buddies.
Plan of action.
1. Password protected my whole blog
OR
2. Password protected on certain posts.
OR
3. Re-create a new blog
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Conflict
These few months aku hantar baju to a few tailors. sbb kain pasang yg blom jahit dah bertimbun. I also thought of trying new tailors yg murah. Usually aku hantar kat Kim, umah dia kat Sunway. Upah dia RM60 kalau kurung biasa.
So based on recommendations, aku hantar 6-7 helai ke tailor adik ipar aku kat Muar. Cina. Tgk kat kedai mcm ok la jahitan. Harga dlm RM40.
Lagi satu hantar kat Jitra, kawan baik aunty aku. Jumpa dia masa dia turun KL.
*part yg seterusnya ni sebenar aku dah tulis. tp tatau apsal tak keluar pulak. ni yg aku boring dgn blogger!
Ni kena tulis balik.
Anyway, kat tailor Jitra pon aku hantor byk. Mak aku pon. Semua kain beli kat Bandung.
Ada satu kain yg aku paling suka. Plan nak buat jubah. Kaler putih with pink labucin. Needs lining sbb jarang sikit tp kain dia not as soft as chiffon. Aku pon dah beli pink satin utk lining dia.
Sekali bila dapat, tailor tu jahit jadi kurung moden. The worse part is that dia pakai white lining. So putih melepak la baju aku. Kain lining dia buat kain. Sure nampak gemuk. Mmg aku tersgt dissapointed.
Aku pon tulis la rasa hampa aku kat fb. Pastu tercetus pulak bebalas2 comment antara kazen2 aku. Yg aku tak paham, kenapa diorg nak jadi defensive. Im not blaming their mom (coz mak dia yg rekomen and the tailor happens to be the mom's best friend). I'm just commenting on the workmanship. Maybe la aku tak patut tulis.....dont know. Kalau ikut hati aku dah las balik la tanya wats your problem. But malas la.
Pasni ingat takmo la letak2 apa status yg berunsurkan emo. Aku pon kadang baca org nye status, ada gak rasa meluat. Huhu....
Lesson learnt.
So based on recommendations, aku hantar 6-7 helai ke tailor adik ipar aku kat Muar. Cina. Tgk kat kedai mcm ok la jahitan. Harga dlm RM40.
Lagi satu hantar kat Jitra, kawan baik aunty aku. Jumpa dia masa dia turun KL.
*part yg seterusnya ni sebenar aku dah tulis. tp tatau apsal tak keluar pulak. ni yg aku boring dgn blogger!
Ni kena tulis balik.
Anyway, kat tailor Jitra pon aku hantor byk. Mak aku pon. Semua kain beli kat Bandung.
Ada satu kain yg aku paling suka. Plan nak buat jubah. Kaler putih with pink labucin. Needs lining sbb jarang sikit tp kain dia not as soft as chiffon. Aku pon dah beli pink satin utk lining dia.
Sekali bila dapat, tailor tu jahit jadi kurung moden. The worse part is that dia pakai white lining. So putih melepak la baju aku. Kain lining dia buat kain. Sure nampak gemuk. Mmg aku tersgt dissapointed.
Aku pon tulis la rasa hampa aku kat fb. Pastu tercetus pulak bebalas2 comment antara kazen2 aku. Yg aku tak paham, kenapa diorg nak jadi defensive. Im not blaming their mom (coz mak dia yg rekomen and the tailor happens to be the mom's best friend). I'm just commenting on the workmanship. Maybe la aku tak patut tulis.....dont know. Kalau ikut hati aku dah las balik la tanya wats your problem. But malas la.
Pasni ingat takmo la letak2 apa status yg berunsurkan emo. Aku pon kadang baca org nye status, ada gak rasa meluat. Huhu....
Lesson learnt.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Jalan-jalan Selatan
Last weekend, we head down to South. Satu sbb aku ada keje kat PERSADA, lagi satu nak jumpa sedara2 belah laki aku. On the way tu, singgah Muo tido satu malam. Happy nye anak buah aku Aliff manja dgn aku. Aliff is Ain's son. Ain is hubby's youngest sister, and she has a twin, Huda. Diorg ni kalau aku balik, mmg berkepit je.
Kat Jb aku tido umah auntie laki aku. Anak pompuan dia kira hubby's cousin and was our pengapit during my wedding. Just got to know that she just went through a divorce dalam sebulan dua hari tu. Dia kawin dua minggu je sebelum aku kawin. Huhu. Tapi she's the only one in the family yg kawin bukan syed. She married a keling (India muslim, not mamak).
Masa kat JB, byk berjalan sbb aunty laki aku tu suker je gi amna2. Dia bising apsal tak bawak passport, if not we could go to Singapore. Huhu...Ingat bulan poser nak turun lagi try bukan poser kat sana.....sbb aunty laki aku ada buka stall kat pasar ramadhan. Yum yum.
Jalan-jalan utara
Me, hubby, mom and bro had a road trip to Kedah two weekends ago. Sajer la jalan. Satu nak ambik barang2 arwah my grandma kat Sg Petani and Sik, disamping bawak hubby jumpa sedara2 belah my mom. Most of them dah tua2, and masa kenduri tak dapat datang. Org paling seronok masa road trip adalah hubby ku sbb ni la first time dia jejak kaki kat negeri Kedah. We all spent 2 nights kat rumah sedara kat Langkawi, siap dgn aktiviti island hopping and tour the island. Aku pon seronok jugak, sbb mcm vacation je. Release stress keje. Pastu mengimbau kembali zaman aku kanak2 masa berkampung kat Langkawi.
Ni kat rumah tok cik kat Alor Setar, the only surviving sibling of tok mama. He's so adorable. Aku masa tu determine to help him find the test strips for his diebetic monitoring device. Arwah anak dia beli kat US, pastu dia dah tatau mcm mana nak beli refill test strips. Mak aku offer nak beli device baru, if the strips tak jual kat Mesia. Nasib aku jumpa ada pharmacy kat Subang jual. Dapat la dia pakai....kenangan arwah anak dia beli.
Gambar ni masa nak gi island hopping. Aku luper nak wax kaki, so tak dapat la pakai shorts masa mandi. Sbb tu aku berpakaian muslimah...hehe.
Ni masa kat cable car tgh beratur. Mak aku dgn adik aku punya lah cuak naik benda tu. Hehe. Gambar ada tapi tak sampai hati nak letak kat internet. Sila ambil maklum, spek laki aku terjatuh masuk jamban kat Makam Mahsuri. Sedih tak terkata, walaupun tu spek tipu. Aku kata nasib baik dia tak beli yg dia mula2 nak which is mahal giler.
Weekend baru ni, aku dgn hubby jalan2 selatan. Ye laa....nak dekat puasa, so pulun je weekend utk berjalan. (to be continued).
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Maya Karin
Hari tu my opis ada organise Minggu Alam Sekitar. Sebabkan nak menarik minat org (internal) dtg, my company invited Maya Karin, since dia duta Alam Sekitar.
Kalau org yg takde keje, maybe la sanggup pegi dengar taklimat. Aku dengar Maya Karin siap menyanyi.....but I stayed in the office, buat kijer.
However, sempena function ni, ada gak bukak booth jual2 barang. Ada gerai buah, ada gerai nestle (jual maggi), ada jugak booth jual vitamin. So part ni aku berminat, so aku pon pegi la kat blok 5 (the main building).
Aku tgk vitamin dia mmg la murah. Bukan murah la.....giler babi murah...ada yg RM1. Bila aku check, rupanya product2 ni is about to expire....dlm 1-6 months. Although dia claim boleh makan lepas expired, ada berani ka mau makan. I bet mamat yg jual tu makan capsule yg fresh from kilang. Tp aku beli gak la for me and hubby....hehe.
Anyway, masa tgh pilih2 ubat, Maya Karin pon datang area situ. Mula2 mata kitorg terpandang...so aku sengih. Second time dia lalu2 dekat dgn aku, aku kata Hai. Pastu dah alang2 ada kat situ.....aku pon tanya, "Salam boleh....?"...Masa tu aku terasa cam agak bangang sbb soklan tu cam akward. Lain la if aku laki and peminat dia. Pastu di kala aku rasa akward, kitorang bersalaman....dia pon tanya aku "Apa kabar?.."...Aku tak ingat apa aku jawab. Hehe. I was star struck....and i thought i'd be the last person jadi kaku biler jumpa artist.
Komen aku pasal MK, mmg lawa tp mekap dia tebal. kalau tak tebal mesti gorjes.
p/s tangan dia lembut sangattttt
Kalau org yg takde keje, maybe la sanggup pegi dengar taklimat. Aku dengar Maya Karin siap menyanyi.....but I stayed in the office, buat kijer.
However, sempena function ni, ada gak bukak booth jual2 barang. Ada gerai buah, ada gerai nestle (jual maggi), ada jugak booth jual vitamin. So part ni aku berminat, so aku pon pegi la kat blok 5 (the main building).
Aku tgk vitamin dia mmg la murah. Bukan murah la.....giler babi murah...ada yg RM1. Bila aku check, rupanya product2 ni is about to expire....dlm 1-6 months. Although dia claim boleh makan lepas expired, ada berani ka mau makan. I bet mamat yg jual tu makan capsule yg fresh from kilang. Tp aku beli gak la for me and hubby....hehe.
Anyway, masa tgh pilih2 ubat, Maya Karin pon datang area situ. Mula2 mata kitorg terpandang...so aku sengih. Second time dia lalu2 dekat dgn aku, aku kata Hai. Pastu dah alang2 ada kat situ.....aku pon tanya, "Salam boleh....?"...Masa tu aku terasa cam agak bangang sbb soklan tu cam akward. Lain la if aku laki and peminat dia. Pastu di kala aku rasa akward, kitorang bersalaman....dia pon tanya aku "Apa kabar?.."...Aku tak ingat apa aku jawab. Hehe. I was star struck....and i thought i'd be the last person jadi kaku biler jumpa artist.
Komen aku pasal MK, mmg lawa tp mekap dia tebal. kalau tak tebal mesti gorjes.
p/s tangan dia lembut sangattttt
Thursday, July 15, 2010
No title
Lama nye tak update....antara sebab nya busy dgn work. It's not easy to go into a business where you think it's quite feasible, and yet your management dont want to take risk. And you have hell of a time writing to convinve them in the paper.
My beloved cat, Abey, passed away end of May. Due to skin cancer, he had to be put to sleep. It was such a hard decision, which I can never have the strength to make. So my dad did. I was so sad and distraught sampai there was a time I was hyper ventilating. I could hardly breathe. Masa tu hubby was drib=ving and consoling me. Suddenly i was grasping for air, sampai hubby terpaksa berhenti emergency tepi highway. I think i cried too hard. Is there such a thing.... crying too hard? When tok ma passed away, takde la nangis seteruk ni. I miss Abey until now. Couldnt bring myself to look at his pic. Huhu. Every night before i fall asleep, I would think of Abey. Ramai kata, Abey pegi sbb nak kasi aku baby. *Sobs*
Lagi satu reason tak update sbb aku bosan giler dgn blogspot biler nak upload pic. Why do they want to make it difficult to rearrange pics in a post. Blah!
My beloved cat, Abey, passed away end of May. Due to skin cancer, he had to be put to sleep. It was such a hard decision, which I can never have the strength to make. So my dad did. I was so sad and distraught sampai there was a time I was hyper ventilating. I could hardly breathe. Masa tu hubby was drib=ving and consoling me. Suddenly i was grasping for air, sampai hubby terpaksa berhenti emergency tepi highway. I think i cried too hard. Is there such a thing.... crying too hard? When tok ma passed away, takde la nangis seteruk ni. I miss Abey until now. Couldnt bring myself to look at his pic. Huhu. Every night before i fall asleep, I would think of Abey. Ramai kata, Abey pegi sbb nak kasi aku baby. *Sobs*
Lagi satu reason tak update sbb aku bosan giler dgn blogspot biler nak upload pic. Why do they want to make it difficult to rearrange pics in a post. Blah!
Monday, May 3, 2010
Visiting shopping paradise
I'm off to Bandung tomorow, for a shopping trip. I've packed the most minimal ever in my life coz i'm anticipating a few tonnes of shopping items nanti. Hehe.
Agenda has been set on where to go. We've also did a sumamry about all must go places. Shopping outlets only. Kalau nak jenjalan, like visiting the volcano, tu len kali.
Gonna sleep early. Need a lot energy for tomorow's activities.
Agenda has been set on where to go. We've also did a sumamry about all must go places. Shopping outlets only. Kalau nak jenjalan, like visiting the volcano, tu len kali.
Gonna sleep early. Need a lot energy for tomorow's activities.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Takde mende....
Dah kul 7 and otak aku dah tepu pikir camner nak menjayakan aku nye spin off company ni....huhu. So daripada aku pening2, baik aku blog sekejap.
Hari ni hubby nak balik 7.30pm, so ni yg aku kena stay back. Tapi ok la, sbb mind aku start bernas lepas kul 3 onwards. Sebelum tu kureng sket and byk buang masa. Bergossip la, surf tenet la....ni berlaku kalu aku bosan la.
Dah 7.09....aku nak tunggu magrib, kul 7.20 hari ni. Wudhu' ada lagi ni....
Weekend baru ni takde jalan gi mana pun. Aku dok umah je. Hubby lak ikut my dad pegi rumah sapa tah.....ada habib from yemen dtg. Cakap pasal arab ni, jumaat lepas aku gi kenduri dgn my dad, hubby and bro. mom tak pegi sbb ada ladies night. Ni kenduri arab ....sharifah kawin dgn syed ni. Aku mula tak kenal sapa. Sekali bila pengantin sampai and lalu tepi aku, rupanya mamat yg dtg kenduri aku. Masa samrah dia ada gak menari. So dia la yg kawin. Dia rupanya pembaca berita kat TV9 (tapi aku jarang turn to that channel). Wife dia muka arab betul, nama Maha. Tapi dia malaysian actually, dok muar or batu pahat. So masa kenduri, terjumpa la sedara mara laki aku kat situ. Seronok la....especially diorg pon ada samrah. Tapi ada babah (nenek) and auntie2 aku kata, samrah kat kenduri kawin aku lagi best. Alhamdullilah la aku pk, takde aku nak bermegah or compare ke-best-an.
Pastu bila time ambik gambar dgn pengantin, both pengantin dok tgh, and me and hubby on their sides. Bila tgk gambar balik, rasa cam nak delete je. Pengantin tu dua-dua halus. Aku dgn hubby lak gedabak besar. Mcm kena penyet je gambar pengantin kat tgh....huhu.
Nak upload cam malu je. So setakat cerita je la.
Adios.
Hari ni hubby nak balik 7.30pm, so ni yg aku kena stay back. Tapi ok la, sbb mind aku start bernas lepas kul 3 onwards. Sebelum tu kureng sket and byk buang masa. Bergossip la, surf tenet la....ni berlaku kalu aku bosan la.
Dah 7.09....aku nak tunggu magrib, kul 7.20 hari ni. Wudhu' ada lagi ni....
Weekend baru ni takde jalan gi mana pun. Aku dok umah je. Hubby lak ikut my dad pegi rumah sapa tah.....ada habib from yemen dtg. Cakap pasal arab ni, jumaat lepas aku gi kenduri dgn my dad, hubby and bro. mom tak pegi sbb ada ladies night. Ni kenduri arab ....sharifah kawin dgn syed ni. Aku mula tak kenal sapa. Sekali bila pengantin sampai and lalu tepi aku, rupanya mamat yg dtg kenduri aku. Masa samrah dia ada gak menari. So dia la yg kawin. Dia rupanya pembaca berita kat TV9 (tapi aku jarang turn to that channel). Wife dia muka arab betul, nama Maha. Tapi dia malaysian actually, dok muar or batu pahat. So masa kenduri, terjumpa la sedara mara laki aku kat situ. Seronok la....especially diorg pon ada samrah. Tapi ada babah (nenek) and auntie2 aku kata, samrah kat kenduri kawin aku lagi best. Alhamdullilah la aku pk, takde aku nak bermegah or compare ke-best-an.
Pastu bila time ambik gambar dgn pengantin, both pengantin dok tgh, and me and hubby on their sides. Bila tgk gambar balik, rasa cam nak delete je. Pengantin tu dua-dua halus. Aku dgn hubby lak gedabak besar. Mcm kena penyet je gambar pengantin kat tgh....huhu.
Nak upload cam malu je. So setakat cerita je la.
Adios.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Ziela and Ery
This post is to repond to Ziela's blog bout me and ery.
1. I remember when we had to dissect a black rat during lab class, and ziela was getting all geli geli and wanted to vommit all the time. i wanted to vommit too coz the rat smelled like horlick basi, but masa tu kena jaga status ke-cool-an aku so tahan je la. Nway, what ziela did was she wrapped her nose and mouth around her head ......with tissue roll!!! Cam mummy pon ada.....kekeke.
2. I remember that ziela is very scared of snakes. in fact tgk kat tv also she'll scream like hell, as if the snake is in front of her. I always laughed at her back then. So balasannya, aku skrg pon dah geli giler kat ular.
3. I remember kerja part time dgn ziela and ery. Our job was to seal envelopes. Tah berapa sen satu envelop. We worked for a few days and then we got bored. Did we take our pay masa tu? If we had pon, buat taik gigi je.
4. I remember ziela always fetch me at home with her white kancil Kadang ada gak rasa mabuk sbb ziela tak terrer drive......hehe
6. I remember, times with ziela and ery was never dull. Always laughing our heads off. Definitely my top list of funniest and fun friends.
1. I remember when we had to dissect a black rat during lab class, and ziela was getting all geli geli and wanted to vommit all the time. i wanted to vommit too coz the rat smelled like horlick basi, but masa tu kena jaga status ke-cool-an aku so tahan je la. Nway, what ziela did was she wrapped her nose and mouth around her head ......with tissue roll!!! Cam mummy pon ada.....kekeke.
2. I remember that ziela is very scared of snakes. in fact tgk kat tv also she'll scream like hell, as if the snake is in front of her. I always laughed at her back then. So balasannya, aku skrg pon dah geli giler kat ular.
3. I remember kerja part time dgn ziela and ery. Our job was to seal envelopes. Tah berapa sen satu envelop. We worked for a few days and then we got bored. Did we take our pay masa tu? If we had pon, buat taik gigi je.
4. I remember ziela always fetch me at home with her white kancil Kadang ada gak rasa mabuk sbb ziela tak terrer drive......hehe
6. I remember, times with ziela and ery was never dull. Always laughing our heads off. Definitely my top list of funniest and fun friends.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Mari berblog
Mcm suka lak aku berblog ni. Dah la time kat opis lak tu. Tapi aku pikir takpe sbb aku guna time ni sikit utk meng-relaxkan otak.
Hari ni hubby hantar gi opis and sampai kul 7.30 am. Dia ada team building kat Klang. Nasib kat situ and not KL. The traffic tersgt horror every morning.
Pastu bila sampai, terus buat kerja untul 9.45am. Kul 10 am ada meeting dgn Pengarah FIDEC, it's an improtant day to give good impression. so i gave an extra effort to look nice. the rest was my pr, negotiation and business skills. hehe. it paid off coz pengarah tu dah kasi 2 project and also nak collaborate masa aku nak buat market testing. yippee!
Sampai je opis, aku dah rasa letih. Sbb jalan tgh panas from block 21 ke 24. Kul 1 pm, masuk bilik and tido with Yan and Kak Zah.
2.30 bangun, makan sket.....kawan tapau kan hot dog bun. Pastu ni yg start tulis.
Hari ni plan nak balik awal kul 5.
:)
That reminds me that i need to start writing a post to respond to ziela's blog.
Hari ni hubby hantar gi opis and sampai kul 7.30 am. Dia ada team building kat Klang. Nasib kat situ and not KL. The traffic tersgt horror every morning.
Pastu bila sampai, terus buat kerja untul 9.45am. Kul 10 am ada meeting dgn Pengarah FIDEC, it's an improtant day to give good impression. so i gave an extra effort to look nice. the rest was my pr, negotiation and business skills. hehe. it paid off coz pengarah tu dah kasi 2 project and also nak collaborate masa aku nak buat market testing. yippee!
Sampai je opis, aku dah rasa letih. Sbb jalan tgh panas from block 21 ke 24. Kul 1 pm, masuk bilik and tido with Yan and Kak Zah.
2.30 bangun, makan sket.....kawan tapau kan hot dog bun. Pastu ni yg start tulis.
Hari ni plan nak balik awal kul 5.
:)
That reminds me that i need to start writing a post to respond to ziela's blog.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Masalah wanita
Kalau belom kawin, masalah yg dihadapi:
1. Majority sedara mara akan tanya biler nak kawin (ni kalu ada bf)
2. Kalau takde bf, ayat paling bangang yg org akan kasi ialah "Aik....pesal takde bf?"
Macam la kawin tu is something so simple. Pastu ingat nak simply kawin ke dgn mana2 mamat lain....huh. Sorry kay. Kalau aku dulu, bf mmg la senang dapat. Pastu cuma happy tak happy je dgn bf tu. Tetapi, utk buat laki, susah woooo nak carik. Dah la aku ni nak syed je. Dah dapat bf syed, kena lak make sure dia leh bimbing kita. tu yg first la aku tgk, apart from ngam dgn kita. knowledge bout agama tersgt la patut ada, pastu knowledge pasal hal ehwal semasa kena ada gak. kalau kita sembang, takde la dia nak asyik tazkirah jek, and dia leh la kasi feedback dgn apa kita sembang. althoh bergayut jiwang and baby talk is cute, tp lama2 bosan la coz no value add to it. Communication ni penting. bila dah tua, korang dah tak boleh projek....and then what? Thats why kena carik someone that we can talk to....about anything. pastu criteria lepas tu, dia kena syg/chenta aku more that aku chenta dia. hehe. Mmg susah nak measure. Tapi kalau kau rasa secure and no worries, tu kira ok lah. Bila cakap pasal syg/chenta ni, takleh le kat mulut sajer. Kena la tahu tunjuk jugak, tapi jgn la tunjuk depan org sbb nak menunjuk. Nanti org meluat, and mengundang benda2 tak baik. Tapi ni citer lain. Pastu kena gak tgk family, financial and lain2.
Sometimes, when we meet someone, org tu kita rasa ada everything. pastu kita dah head over heels. when we are in too deep, then only we realize the flaws. Oh oh! Tu yg start timbul rasa insecurities mcm jealous tak pasal2, clinging sampai org tu lemas la, mcm2 la....
Sometimes, jumpa lak org yg kita leh ngam, and over time with practiced communication between the two of you, and bertolak ansur, then u've got your life partner.
So kalau dah kawin pulak, soklan yg annoying didengar ialah:
"Bila nak ada baby??"
"Dah ada isi ke???" Mentang2 la aku gumuk sket....
Wtf.....mcm la senang nak dpt baby. And style depa tanya tu mcm la aku tanak baby. Sometimes when they ask this, I just want to say, why dont you ask god yourself?
Yg paling pund*k nye statement aku penah dengar is, " Teknik salah kottt.....tu yg takde lagi."
Hek eleh......
Kadang aku nak komen la, diorg ada anak tapi anak korang tu ok sgt ke? Mulut mak mcm tu, anak tah camner la ckp dgn mak dia sendiri...Mcm aku, aku doakan agar dapat anak solehah. Maybe yg lom ada rezeki tu, mungkin tak menepati doa2 aku ke.....aku pk positive camtu la...hikhik...
Pastu kalau dah ada anak.....orang tanya bila nak ada next baby??
So ini la yg aku rasa masalah sosial yg melanda kaum wanita....never ending nye episodes of soklan bodoh.
1. Majority sedara mara akan tanya biler nak kawin (ni kalu ada bf)
2. Kalau takde bf, ayat paling bangang yg org akan kasi ialah "Aik....pesal takde bf?"
Macam la kawin tu is something so simple. Pastu ingat nak simply kawin ke dgn mana2 mamat lain....huh. Sorry kay. Kalau aku dulu, bf mmg la senang dapat. Pastu cuma happy tak happy je dgn bf tu. Tetapi, utk buat laki, susah woooo nak carik. Dah la aku ni nak syed je. Dah dapat bf syed, kena lak make sure dia leh bimbing kita. tu yg first la aku tgk, apart from ngam dgn kita. knowledge bout agama tersgt la patut ada, pastu knowledge pasal hal ehwal semasa kena ada gak. kalau kita sembang, takde la dia nak asyik tazkirah jek, and dia leh la kasi feedback dgn apa kita sembang. althoh bergayut jiwang and baby talk is cute, tp lama2 bosan la coz no value add to it. Communication ni penting. bila dah tua, korang dah tak boleh projek....and then what? Thats why kena carik someone that we can talk to....about anything. pastu criteria lepas tu, dia kena syg/chenta aku more that aku chenta dia. hehe. Mmg susah nak measure. Tapi kalau kau rasa secure and no worries, tu kira ok lah. Bila cakap pasal syg/chenta ni, takleh le kat mulut sajer. Kena la tahu tunjuk jugak, tapi jgn la tunjuk depan org sbb nak menunjuk. Nanti org meluat, and mengundang benda2 tak baik. Tapi ni citer lain. Pastu kena gak tgk family, financial and lain2.
Sometimes, when we meet someone, org tu kita rasa ada everything. pastu kita dah head over heels. when we are in too deep, then only we realize the flaws. Oh oh! Tu yg start timbul rasa insecurities mcm jealous tak pasal2, clinging sampai org tu lemas la, mcm2 la....
Sometimes, jumpa lak org yg kita leh ngam, and over time with practiced communication between the two of you, and bertolak ansur, then u've got your life partner.
So kalau dah kawin pulak, soklan yg annoying didengar ialah:
"Bila nak ada baby??"
"Dah ada isi ke???" Mentang2 la aku gumuk sket....
Wtf.....mcm la senang nak dpt baby. And style depa tanya tu mcm la aku tanak baby. Sometimes when they ask this, I just want to say, why dont you ask god yourself?
Yg paling pund*k nye statement aku penah dengar is, " Teknik salah kottt.....tu yg takde lagi."
Hek eleh......
Kadang aku nak komen la, diorg ada anak tapi anak korang tu ok sgt ke? Mulut mak mcm tu, anak tah camner la ckp dgn mak dia sendiri...Mcm aku, aku doakan agar dapat anak solehah. Maybe yg lom ada rezeki tu, mungkin tak menepati doa2 aku ke.....aku pk positive camtu la...hikhik...
Pastu kalau dah ada anak.....orang tanya bila nak ada next baby??
So ini la yg aku rasa masalah sosial yg melanda kaum wanita....never ending nye episodes of soklan bodoh.
Major ugliness
Aku baru perasan yg my previous blog is so ugly. Making a mental note to learn on creative ways of arranging text and photos in blogs.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I'm slacking again....
Hari ni aku bosan giler kt opis memikirkan pasal write up spin off business plan. So aku buat gambar sebelah ni haa....
Since aku rasa cam love love tu cute, aku kasi ler kat hubby aku. Pastu dia kata dia suka sgt smpai save as background....aku pon tak buat gitu....hihi..
Pastu aku sambung lagi buat picture wall. Dah lama nak buat cuma takde time nak tgk gambar. So ini hasilnye.
Till next time, muahhkkkss.
*note: post ini telah diubah font nye
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I'm slacking
Hari tu kat opis, the ladies were talking about organizing a shopping trip to Bandung. One of the ladies ada baby so she's planning to bring her husband as well. Masa ni aku pikir nak bawak hubby ikut sama. Dia mesti suka punya. But i was reluctant because of the cost. Duit nak simpan, nak beli umah. Since then, I kept quite je and mcm malas nak pegi.
Yesterday, that lady yg nak bawak husband decided tanak bawak, coz dia kata mesti abg dia boring. So since now all ladies nye trip, aku mcm nak pegi la pulak. Akak2 ni are my close friends kat opis, kira my lunch partners la. So mesti la semua excited all of us nak pegi. Sekali ada sorang nak ikut (dia ni jenis selalu dikutuk blkg2 sbb mulut dia). Hmmm.....mcm agak potong la feeling tu tp if dia ikut cost hotel and transportation murah sket. Huahauahua. We all just need to bare dia kata laki dia sponsor la apa la. Like we care.
Bila dah excited2, i've realize i have not asked hubby yet. *Sigh.....mcm berat je mulut nak tanya. Masa petang, i fetched him as usual, buat2 sembang cerita apa jadi kat opis. So aku nampak aku nye peluang, aku pon ckp, "Owh syg.....diorg jadi nak pegi bandung, but all ladies since abg ikhsan not going. Can i go syg?". Dia pon dengan berat jawab, pegi laa. Huhu and hoorayyyyyyyy. Huhu tu sbb aku rasa aku kena pakai duit yg dia kasi aku bulan2 jek. Ye la. Dia ambik cukup makan utk dia. Hehe. So takpe, janji aku dapat pegi. Yippeee.
Hari ni, aku lom lagi start buat keje opis and it's almost noon. Sebabnya dari pagi kitorang dok bincang pasal bandung trip. ada yg kena tukar date la sbb husband takde, husband keje, takde jaga anak etc. Mcm aku more concern dgn cost. Tanak la habis camtu je. Duit nak shopping lagik. Anyway......saje je update blog ni. Till then, adios.
Yesterday, that lady yg nak bawak husband decided tanak bawak, coz dia kata mesti abg dia boring. So since now all ladies nye trip, aku mcm nak pegi la pulak. Akak2 ni are my close friends kat opis, kira my lunch partners la. So mesti la semua excited all of us nak pegi. Sekali ada sorang nak ikut (dia ni jenis selalu dikutuk blkg2 sbb mulut dia). Hmmm.....mcm agak potong la feeling tu tp if dia ikut cost hotel and transportation murah sket. Huahauahua. We all just need to bare dia kata laki dia sponsor la apa la. Like we care.
Bila dah excited2, i've realize i have not asked hubby yet. *Sigh.....mcm berat je mulut nak tanya. Masa petang, i fetched him as usual, buat2 sembang cerita apa jadi kat opis. So aku nampak aku nye peluang, aku pon ckp, "Owh syg.....diorg jadi nak pegi bandung, but all ladies since abg ikhsan not going. Can i go syg?". Dia pon dengan berat jawab, pegi laa. Huhu and hoorayyyyyyyy. Huhu tu sbb aku rasa aku kena pakai duit yg dia kasi aku bulan2 jek. Ye la. Dia ambik cukup makan utk dia. Hehe. So takpe, janji aku dapat pegi. Yippeee.
Hari ni, aku lom lagi start buat keje opis and it's almost noon. Sebabnya dari pagi kitorang dok bincang pasal bandung trip. ada yg kena tukar date la sbb husband takde, husband keje, takde jaga anak etc. Mcm aku more concern dgn cost. Tanak la habis camtu je. Duit nak shopping lagik. Anyway......saje je update blog ni. Till then, adios.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Earth Hour
Yesterday's earth hour was our second time supporting it. Me, hubby and my folks and later joined by my uncle and auntie. Our main switch was off. Semua lepak luar umah menikmati the kegelapan and a bit of moon lighting.*Tapi ada gak mala'un yg tak tutup lampu. Budus. Or simply ignorant.
With Earth Hour happening around the world at ironically different times, it would be a day or so before the full story would be known. In fact, as expected, Earth Hour was a success in many cases and it has been refreshing to see iconic landmarks and government buildings from around the globe taking part in the one hour switch off.
The date was the 28th March and at 8.30 pm in whatever time zone people lived in, the switch off happened. Starting in the Chatham Islands located in the south Pacific Ocean the lights began to go dark this trend continued around the world to include almost four thousand cities in eighty eight countries in twenty five different time zones, was it a success? You Bet!
Source [Inhabitat]
http://www.inhabitat.com/2009/03/29/earth-hour-2009-2/
Monday, March 1, 2010
Yeayy......dah convo
Just realized that I didnt not publish this blog last October.......so read on.
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Below are my convo pics.
Ni aku nye groupmate. Kekal from Semester 1 until final. Ada la members lain, tapi samada mereka kecundang or just menumpang sbb diorg dari batch sebelum nya. Yg laki tu nama dia Fairoz atau Fai. Yg tudung hitam is Nazaria or Naz. Diorg panggil aku Far. Hehe. Banyak cabaran tapi alhamdullilah, three of us got thru it. Fai pakai selempang sbb dia dapat anugerah dekan. i was in the same boat utk dapat this award, tapi bila kawin, i've got other priorities. Eheh....
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Ahaaa......finally aku dah grad and officially an mba holder. but it is meaningless if aku keje mcm skrg, as in takde semangat and malas, and bosan dgn boss aku yg tidak capable itu. ...
Below are my convo pics.
Ni aku nye groupmate. Kekal from Semester 1 until final. Ada la members lain, tapi samada mereka kecundang or just menumpang sbb diorg dari batch sebelum nya. Yg laki tu nama dia Fairoz atau Fai. Yg tudung hitam is Nazaria or Naz. Diorg panggil aku Far. Hehe. Banyak cabaran tapi alhamdullilah, three of us got thru it. Fai pakai selempang sbb dia dapat anugerah dekan. i was in the same boat utk dapat this award, tapi bila kawin, i've got other priorities. Eheh....
Ni dalam hall.....kena pakai mask. Merepek gilers ok! Susah payah belajar and dapat pakai robe utk sarjana, kena spoilt by the stupid mask. Tapi takpe la, take precautions sbb masa tu tgh H1N1. Lagipun, tanak la berjangkit kat Agung and Permaisuri tersayang.
Ni my dad belanja kat Hotel UiTM, tapi we all satu family je. Kalau masa degree dulu, my parents belanjer kat Hard Rock Cafe KL tu.......plus with my friends yg sgt ramai. Aku rasa la kan, kalau aku buat PhD, mak bapak aku belanjer makan2 kat umah jek. Hehe....
Tapi apa2 pon, alhamdullilah aku dah habis. Skrg kena pergunakaan ilmu ni kat kerja aku. Pastu bila dah cukup experience, aku cabut ler carik keje lain.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
My first attempt in gardening
Masa kat Marang, Tganu, around the surrounding area of TESDEC (the college i was giving training), ada byk sgt pokok periuk kera kat tepi2 bukit kat along the road. Masa awal2 pegi sana cuma tgk je, tp makin lama mcm makin terasa nak tau pasal pokok ni. Pastu on my last trip, i decided to take a few plants from tesdec area. Ofcourse it's illegal la sbb within tesdec nye coumpound tp these are wild plants and not tanam by anyone.
Since I travel by flight, kena la ada technique yg betul utk wrap the plants. Before wrapping, daun2 yg mcm dah kering tu kena potong dgn cermat. Pastu direnjis with air and then baru wrap dgn surat kabar but not to tight or too loose. Last sekali masuk dalam plastic. Nanti terkena baju dalam luggage.
Bila sampai umah, mak aku kata jgn terus tanam, let it be a few days. Takut pokok terkejut. So after few days tu, aku bukak, the plants were still fresh. So aku pon tanam la.
Ni hasilnye selepas 1 jam ditanam.
Malang nye selepas 4-5 jam, daun2 jadi layu and kuncup (tak sampai hati aku nak ambik photo). Betapa frust nye aku sbb ingat aku fail in gardening. Tapi aku bersabar and biarkan dia. Aku siram hari2 dgn penuh kasih syg. As of now, walaupun ada yg pokok mati (mmg logik la mati sbb aku simply cucuk masuk dalam tanah without any akar), ada gak yg hidup. Aku tanak letak gambar lagi sbb taboo. Kang mati lak. Tapi aku nak bgtau mmg ada yg hidup.
Setelah mak aku mengiktiraf aku mmg ada green fingers, maka aku membeli pokok orkid pulak. Sekarang ni tumbuh daun2 je. Insyaallah lagi dua tiga bulan keluar la bunga. Nanti aku free aku ambik pic. Tu takde taboo sbb senang jek nak idup.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Alone in Ganu....(Baca as alongg ing ganue..)
I'm still in K. Tganu at the moment, but thank god i'm going home tonight. I hope i don't have to come again, but it depends to my big boss. I've been berulang alik KL-Tganu-KL since December. Why? To give training on negotiation skills and entrepreneurship modules to unemployed graduates in our East Coast Region. Nobel huh? Training ni conducted kat TESDEC and bebudak tu semua ok. Dah ajar 1st and 2nd batch. Sian gak sbb diorg nye English agak lemah, althoh ada some yg ok, tp takde rezeki lagi utk kerja.
*Biotech Corp has this program called BeST (Biotechnology Entrepreneuship Special Training) where they provide skill enhancement trainings for 3 months and the next 3 months these students will be attached to some biotech companies.
Mula2 jadi trainer mmg syok la. Rasa mcm cikgu. Yg tak best aku kena betul2 tau apa aku ajar, and also kena prepare module from scratch. Masa mula2 pegi in Dec tu hubby ikut sekali, so kira cam honeymoon ke...hmmm...tah berapa kali. Lepas tu pegi, dia dah tak leh ikut sbb company dia baru keje ni tak kasi cuti masa dia still under probabtion. Anyway, dah after a few times pegi balik, cam boring la pulak travelling ni. Bosan siot sorang2 dah la takde tempat nak berjalan. Pegi la jugak pasar paying utk business aku, tp still bosan. Laut pon tak leh mandi althoh sgt mengiurkan (I love the beach). Makan la yg sedap. Habis aku naik beberapa kilo lagi. Aku juga jumpa laksam and kapok lekor yg sgt sedap. Laksam kat sebelah hotel aku (Permai Inn), kapok lak aku beli kat Kelulut, brand name dia 008. Kalau korang gi sana, gi la beli. Byk tul ikan dlm lekor dia. Ada lagi satu kat Kg Bkt Tok Beng, on the way nak gi airport. Aku penah Nampak org beratur nk beli kepok sampai jam kat jalan. Pergh....i am yet to try. Nanti la.
Lepas ni aku sgt2 berharap tak yah gi dah. Aku pon bukannye nak sgt jadi trainer. Org lain dah pegi kursus Train the Trainer, aku je blom, and not that I intend to. Main reason malas nak gi lama2, is that my hubby dah mengadu kat mom yg dia tak nak sgt aku outstation. Mak aku kata la...aku keje. Later on plak, dia dah cakap dah style manja2 dia....u tk syg i, selalu tinggal2 dia...or huhuuuuu.....u nak gi jauh dah.... (cair aku). Usually bila aku ada, ofcourse he will always be with me. Kat umah tengok tv pon pegang tangan aku. Not that i'm complaining coz i love it so much. So bila aku outstation, dia tido awal giler, like 9 pm. Nampak sgt dia tak de semangat when im not around. Aku pon sama la jugak. In a way,aku boring sbb dia takde dgn aku. Huhu. So hopefully, aku dah tak yah gi tganu ni. Lagi pung, letih la.
Ni gambar aku ambik masa atas kapal terbang, while its passing over KL. Senja masa tu lawa sgt2 tp camera omnia aku tak dpt mengcapture kelawaan itu....
Sunday, January 17, 2010
My new toy....
Aku baru mendapat laptop baru semenjak laptop yg previous telah dilupuskan, akibat kerosakan kronik. Lama gak kena tunggu, but that's normal.
Laptop ni model HP ProBook 4310s, almost berat mcm dulu, and tebal. Diorg mmg tak kasi exec guna yg kecik2, tu cuma utk boss2. But i like this new one sbb rupa dia sgt chic. Pastu dia dah equipped with Windows 7 dgn Office 2007 yg sgt best and gempak. Until today, i'm still learning and trying its new features.
Tapi.....yg tak best nye ialah, dia ada webcam. Which i think can only be activated when u want to video chat. Aku ingat boleh la aku nak ambik gambar diri sendiri. Huhu. Lagi satu feature tak best dia ialah disebabkan dia nak menten black glossy look tu, aku kena selalu lap sbb senang sgt ada cap tapak tangan aku. Walaupun aku dah sabun dan keringkan tangan, still ada gak bekas. So takpe la, aku rajin lap sbb ia baru lagi.
Lagi satu yg tak best ialah aku tak boleh nak sync dgn omnia aku. So bila aku baca forum2 yg ada kat webpage lain, rupanya mmg ramai mengalami masalah yg sama. Sbb Windows 7 dah tak pakai Actuve Sync 4.5, but use WMDC. Tapi, aku tak leh nak install. Skrg ni, aku terpaksa bukak outlook aku utk tgk apa aku kena buat hari2 di opis. Huhu....
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