I think throughout 2006, I have become somewhat changed. Why I say this because two days ago, I didnt realize that it was going to be the end of the year. Until i saw a friend'sn YM status was 'Last working day of 2006'. Evenso, I gave little thoughts bout it until yesterday evening. thinking back of my pastyears celebrations. Kakak sms-ed and invited me to celebrate, but I felt it was too much hassle.
When the clock struck 12 am, I was infront of the TV ...watching Star Wars on Cinemax and couldn't care less about the fireworks that are lighting up the sky for the next 15 minutes or so. This was the first time in my life that I have not been out looking at the sky to welcome the new year. Furthermore, I was numb....feeling nothing. This was when it dawned to me. Before this I was either at a party or if I dont go out (due to the horrible traffic in the city) I will for sure go out to my lawn and watch the fireworks.
Goddd...I am going to be 30 this year and that's why I am like this. Probably this is one of the reason why I dont look forward celebrating or forgotten all about it. Mathematically, if you bundarkan ke puluh yg hampir ikut bulan, I am still 29 until middle of February. After that, I will not apply this concept until next year's 16th August. And I hope time flies slowly...
Anyway, I am not depressed or anything, I am glad that I have matured a bit. No more the party gal I was. My last party was in New Year 2005 at a private party held in Langkawi., despite it was days after tsunami hit the beach. The same one which was supposedly for NY 2006 was banned coz somebody gave the infi to the press and the paper said it is a sex party (which is not!). And guess who gave the info to the Senator who addressed this issue in the Parliament?!
In 2006 I have mellowed to this kind of celebration. It is just not necessary anymore. Been there and done that. Before that, let me remember....i celebrated a few new years in clubs . 1999 I celebrated at Planet Hollywood and I reached home at 4 am due to the jammed roads. My mom was worried sick but it was OK. Everyone knows if u wanna party in KL, u gotta go in very early, from afternoon if possible coz you'll be sorry that you start out late from home. I remember in 2004, I was stucked in the middle of KL, with no car and not much money to go around and to make matters worse, I have blisters. that was the most pathetic new year celebration of my life. The journey home by LRT took 3 hours and everyone was drenched with sweat. At 5 am, dehydrated, I had roti canai and lots of water with buddies and vowed never to celebrate in KL. The 2005 was a blast, despite watever other people say.
A lot had happened in 2006. Most of it are turning points in my life. As of yesterday I am happy and content. I just need to get that Prada sunglass and LV city bag multicolor or maybe Aigner. *wink*wink*..I went to KLCC last week and visited Prada, but the sunglass I wanted is not there. Hmmm... Who wanna bet with me that once I get these, there'll be no more of luxury wantings? Anyone??
Anyway, since 2007 is already here. I welcome it whole heartedly. I have a lot of resolutions, mainly revolves around money and health. Money is looking good (plus my right palm is so damn itchy). I was told that my investment has increased 1 cent just after a month. $$$$$!!! As for career, I have finally submitted my resume. Phew! I spent too much time on the resume. I surely hope it pays off. I also sent one to Amir. I wonder if I should apply to other companies? Nahh...I dont want to be greedy. I'll try my luck with one company at a time. If I do get an offer infgv this particular company, my dad wants me to buy another digital camera. No problemo!
Health wise, I would watch over my food intake. Indulgence are only allowed during PMS (usually chocolate cakes and mangga masam). I must take care of my colon. Have flawless skin, no more getting tanned and shiny black hair. Other than that...read more books.
Marriage and jodoh is in the hands of God, so I leave it to Him. For my dearest friends who read this blog, I wish you all the best! Muahhhkksss.